I dont know the next steps needed. i have hundreds of songs recorded but i been filtering through the best ones. i got a list of what to release. i have a hard time editing freestyles to fix the 3 or  4 sections that are not perfect. i need to record my live sets (open mic) (about to start getting paid at bars and ill have a show o 30 people 36 bucks a ticket at my buddies house ill be announcing on the 24th at my next open mic). i write but all me performing on stage is off the cuff. i cant stand the it sounds good but isnt actually good. I happen to be all about the message and substance with switching flows every 2-4 bars in my sets. I teach the most valuable lessons i have learned and studied only. nothing negative and absolutely no programming from the FAKE CULTURE. i have beats made based off of sega genesis game sound tracks for a reference. i make  a melody and send it to be turned into a song using the cheapest best producers on fiver. the last 5 sentences weren’t problems. they were just info to fill you in. some problems include getting in the right headspace to record and staying in it( i can get in the right headspace easily. i get thrown out of it often from family stuff), editing my vocals to make them be perfect and explaining to my engineer what i want with it, marketing, being a perfectionist and wanting everything perfect( one of the main reasons i freestyle most of everything) having a set schedule to make music, listening to my songs and deciding what ones to release ( i have to focus so i make sure i dont get anxiety if i released this song) Negative thoughts, copyright/ the business side, getting my local fans onboard my music. they all love it i just dont have anything released. i wanna hang a banner with my info or at the beginning or end tell them to follow me wherever. i plan on getting a funnel selling my music and merch instead of sending them to spotify, i have so much going on at once. when i realize all i need to do is release music and my life will turn into what i always wanted. I’m scared when i make it people will only like me because im famous and no one will be my real friend. bruce lee said everyone became a yes man and treated you like you were special when if someone had the same haircut as u but was broke they would call them a juvenile delinquent.  i know my thoughts attract my friends and i have been working on them for years. i think i found the girl of my dreams. like for real this time. i feel like a super hero around her and everything i do is perfect. it’s also like she reads my mind and knows what to say to me. she is into philosophy and doesn’t participate in modern nonsense media/tv/all the fake stuff that everyone talks about that just feeds the beast. i told her my dream of saving 25 million dollars  in 2 years and owning my house, land and having a food forest. and she didnt even for a millisecond doubt or have anything negative. she just asked me my plan on it. i been studying napoleon hill as i know you have. i gave everyone at my job the book think and grow rich. i been working at making the principles my life. i noticed my life goes perfectly if i just take the time to observe what happens. if a bad thing happened. it clears the way for a GIANT BLESSING every time. i know i rambled alot. thanks for your time and i appreciate all you do so much.  i fell off when i couldnt afford the smart rapper shortcut. i saw 9 dollars a month and figured out why you chose 9 dollars. N T ring a bell? even every month added up perfectly. i couldn’t believe it.